I still smell the remaints of last night on my skin and hair. The sweet smell of smoke and sheets.

The whole Neal family minus Zach and I went out to Haileys in Denton last night. Geroge Neal is Mr. Neal's cousin. Ha, when I was telling Cameron about who was playing and I saw that it said George Neal and I was just going to be stupid and witty and ask "hah, are you guys related" and turns out they really are!

We got there just in time. And Mr. Neal went up there to talk to George and he was really surprised. The show was really good, we stayed for most of it. Then after George's band was done we talked to him for a while. He wants Cameron to jam with them, so that will be fun. Also, he told us at Jay Jay's pizza, there was a John Lennon tribute show going on and he would be playing there as well around 11. So we hung out a bit more at haileys and then headed over there. We listened to an actual beatle's cover band. and they were ridiculously on cue.

Cam and I decided to head back to haileys cause we wanted to hear a certain group that was about to play.
Might I add it was about 30 or less degrees, and from getting dressed yesterday when it was about 80, I had a paper thin dress on, with the tiniest sweater. So needless to say I was shivering like a crack addict.
When we got back Cam pulled out his pack and went "you want one?" ha, I immediately shook my head and replied "no......yes" ha, then took it greatfully and had my way with it.

It has been so long since I've tasted that sweet burning on the edge of my lips. I think the last time I smoked, I was at UNT about two-three months ago. And taylor got in trouble and he had my pack. I left without it, and I haven't bought a new one since. Just made myself quit like that.

It's so tempting now. To have that constant need for the next nicotine rush. Uhhhh, I can feel my stomach quivering now just to have one more drag.

See, this is why I am my own worst nightmare! Hah, I give into myself so easily.

Needless to say when I got home last night, I jumped into bed and passed out in nearly ten minutes. All I have left of that piece of "candy" is the smell that stuck to my sheets.