Said i'll always be your friend, I took an oath, I'll stick it out till the end.

you can run into my arms, it's okay don't be alarmed.

Come into me, there's no distance in between. So go on and let the rain pour, I'll be all you need and more.

Marie Digbyyyy, you sly devil.

Oh boy I miss so muccch.
Especially Anna, she was supposed to come this weekend, but Grahm's stupid bitchy sister didn't do what her parents asked, so Anna and Grahm (and me) are punished as well for her dumb acts. Thanks alot.

It's so coldddd in my house.

Fingers are shaky as well from way to much caffine. Why do I do that to myself. Because I honestly love it way too much. Like Cassi said, It's the only constant things in my life so I need it.

I want to have a beautiful day again. To clear my intoxications away. To make things right again for one day. Yay, last weekend when Cass and I had our joint celebration picknick it was one of those days. Dizzly beautiful and couldn't be more perfect. The worries slipped away. The worries about my ever slipping hope, bank account, education and peace of mind, all were left at the house for once.
I couldn't have asked for anything more you know.
Ah I can't remember the last beautiful thing I have experienced in so long.
Thankgod I have someone here for me 24-7 who understands that we both need breaks and understands how to make things at least seem better.

<3
Lifeeeeee