Hm. I'm really contimplative, but really, what else is new?

I'm looking forward to getting out of town and going to houston this weekend. I Really need my best friend Anna right now. This weeks has been topsy turvey and I just need to fall on her couch and have our friend time. Four hours sucks, but it makes the time we spend ten times better. I know she's been having a rough time too with all her friend problems so I'm happy we're consoling each other.

I walked into the bathroom today, and who would even know that finally getting a red week would make me so cheerful. But it really relieved alot of stress. I ran out and told Brendan how happy I was, but he didn't believe to soley peeing made me happy. So shutup Brendan. I know it doesn't really mean anything but, it gives me some hope.

I'm not really sure what to make of my status right now. I'm so in between like ten different things, my head is a huge mess. Ugh, who knew all those days I sat wondering why I was never attractive or desireable would be wanted back because now that I am, it's quite overwhelming.
Horror, I know. But men are not easy, to say the least.