Why am I so dormant looking now? I don't even wear makeup. It's weird, I don't really give a shit about it anymore.

Decisions, decisions... I have the opportunity to go to Brown in Rhode Island for Ivy League college classes for college credits. Not everyone gets accepted so I would have to fill out an application but I have a good chance of being accepted.

It's a seven week program and the classes are really cool. But seven weeks? Seven weeks away! Seven weeks away ugh. It's a wonderful yet horrifying thought.
Going to Rhode Island, so far away for such a long time, and knowing no one?

I need to make up my mind soon though. Thoughts thoughts thoughts.