I forgot to blog about this when it happened, so I guess I'll just do it now?
A couple nights ago, I returned from Austin and causually checked my myspace. I came across a message from someone I used to be in a relationship with. Someone I spent two years of my life with. So that was quit surprising, seeing as how we have been in a complete non-existant world with each other.

so about 2 weeks ago I was really fucked up,
and before I got really inehbriated I put a pen and notepad in my back pocket so I could write my thoughts down

and the only thing i wrote about was you..


I only replied back with a

That's strange.

What honestly was expected from that email? I'm not really sure. I got off the computer then went to bed. And I quickly received a text message from the same person. Via text message I found out that he is partaking in hard drug use and was the moment dropping acid. Stupid. Coming from someone who was so against that.

I asked him why he wrote about me, and in his faulty attempt to charm me, he stumbled upon words of our past.

And all I have to say about this, is it makes me realize how much I really destest him sometimes and how much better I am without him. Ah, some forms of clarity are so welcomed.