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Sometimes I wonder if I would've been a better child had I stayed in Houston.
I really think so.
Honest to god, I think I would've been less fucked up, done less shady things and I would've been a better daughter/person.

The only reason I get "fucked up" is because it leads me not to think about Anna and the Woodlands and all that I'm missing and how lonely I am.

Don't get me wrong, I have tonsssss of friends here. But I still feel extremely empty inside and a million friends can never compare to one anna, to one best friend, with me through thick and thin.

I wouldn't be breathing today had it been for her, I would be sitting in a grave, maybe watching from the heavens.
And I have that to thank her for. So much more than any gratitude could hold.
<3 A.C.H.