Annoying really, are my feelings.
I guess it was bound to happen, I don't know why I expected anything different. It's come to this point so many times that I couldn't take it seriously. We made valid points: It's a waste, It's a joke, It's dumb, It's pointless, It's harmful, It's hard, It's complication.
Points, or excuses.
It didn't hit me until someone yelled at me that night, and the walls came crashing down. The yelling shattered the glass around my frame and all was vulnerable and the tears were released from their aquariam sheild.
I don't want things to just be memories. But once again in the relationship, I'm the dirt and walk away ripped.
It's fine.
I lied, it's not fine. At all.
It didn't make sense to talk to everyone at school and say my last was...
One time I...
Past tense! You ruin it.
I guess somehow I see Steven being the easy way out, but I turn my head and see Steven as the hardest moutain to climb. I guess my worries are useless.
It's over and done, another heartbreak for the tally board. And coincidently, a former heartbreak is coming to town. Timing sucks.
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