emaciation

is lovelllllyyy.

I just woke up from a five hour long nap. I really couldn't feel much better. My dreams are so lifelike again that when I woke up, I really wasn't sure if that had actually happened. I had to check my text message inbox to see if I had really recieved some text messages that were really in my dream. If only the dreams had been real. I guess they are just telling me the right decision I should be making.

After spending last night with multiple alcoholic drinks in my system and being completely avaliable, I realized that even though it's complicated, I'd rather have it than anything else. I long for it and I guess that's what makes it the best.

fucked up relationships draw me in, what can I say?

on the down side, my knee is swollen from G-diddy smashing it in the car last night. yum.