Self Sufficient Failure

Well, where to begin? Let's see...
I've decided after a long thought process that I should create a blog of my own. I am constantly writing everything down, so why not have it all in one place? Not to mention I'm sure ten years from now, when I look back on this one day, I will laugh at myself. So it will surly be a good laugh.
Ugggghh, this whole week has been a complete and utter whirlwind. After all the "pre homecoming drama" haha, (I cant help but to laugh) I am truly worn out. And it seemed like when Homecoming was finally here, it wasn't even worth all the hype that everyone had made it out to be. Once again, we were all looking forward to a half assed school function. Oh well, you do what you can do right? Fortunately Dinner was good, although my pasta tasted like Maccaroni and Cheese, odd, but otherwise was thoroughly entertaining. The constant drawing and quotes written on our table pad were amusing and kept me entertained. I don't think our server so much liked it though. Probably thought we were immature, well what can we say?
The dance was how every dance is, awkward at first, and then it lightened up. Sadly this year, was not anywhere as hyped and memorable as the ones past. Once Cassi and Courtney showed up I was able to get out some much needed dancing. hahahah. Like a hoe I might add.
If you're going to do it, do it right.
That lasted about ten minutes and the off we went to our adventure.
But Hey, I did talk to my future husband! haha, what a catch.
We decided to go off to a haunted house and to "spend the night" at Cassi's.
The Haunted house idea didn't last long unfortunately and we sat in a gas station parkinglot for about two hours. Hmmm, I was so tired and not feeling so awesome that I sat in the car for the majority of the time. Cassi and I had plans to go over to Chase's house to spend the night and have a good time, but once again, plans were ruined. It's a real downer when the only reason people cancel your plans is because they're too obliterated to give you direction. Ha, oh well, we quickly picked up other plans to go to Azle and spend the rest of our night with the lovely Bobby.
After stopping at his friend's house for a quick smoke break, we headed on back to his place, where without a doubt I passed out in less than 30 minutes. And let me add he is the owner of the most comfortable couch there is possible in the world. Life seems to be catching up with me oh too quickly and it seems like I can never have enough slumber time. I was awakened at 7:30 A.M. to Bobby tapping my head. The Car ride back was really enjoyable. Listened to the Sufjans Stevens mix, which went perfectly for the wind blowing in through the windows.
Perfect.
Then Cassi, Courtney and I headed to I-Hop for a much needed rendevoussssss. And breakfast! Where we talked about our "adventures" last night and had bathroom talk. Cassi made fun of me for "talking dirty" on my phone. When I wasn't. I'm sure the family of four behind us in their booth was scared shitless of how their kids might grow up to be in the future. Well, we're just horrible children, so I'm sure they can somehow turn out to be better than Me.
Around 9:30 I finally came home. And I was met at the door with the frenzied father. Of course all he said to me was to clean up everything because I alone ruin the household. Mhm sure. So I cleaned really well, organized my closet. And Somehow I did this without passing out, even though the bed looked so tempting as I changed the sheets. I re-organized my 258 pounds of a backpack. And did partial subjects of my homework. I then gave into my sleep deprivation and climbed in my sheets and texted an interesting character and quickly passed out.
Felt soooo gooddddddd.
Then I woke up and fell in and out of sleep for the rest of the day.

I just finished some home-made potatoe soup. mmmmmmmm. Heavenly. And in ten minutes I am giving into Prime Time Television and sitting myself down with a blanket and a bowl of sherbert with my mother and watching "Brothers and Sisters". Something I got her hooked onto.
On the lesser note, I have yet to complete any schoolwork whatsoever. What else is new though, and who am I kidding to think that I would be capable of that.
I am failing most of my courses and this is all done self sufficiently. Oh joy, no one to blame but myself for my lack of motivation.
Ugh, what is wrong with me, I don't even slightly care that I am sinking myself into a whole?!
Tomorrow is monday, gag-me. And I'm sure I will sleep through 3/4's of my classes! I am just the role model student!